the eleusinian mysteries

Updated: Aug 17, 2023

By Emma Bolden

/ Poetry /

the problem with daughters is they must also be people
 
& the problem with people is some must also be daughters
 

but here in this body I have lived only
 
as a loan from the earthrot to which I return
 

the interest of old men, sharp-toothed babies
 
for whom a breast is a breast is a breast a sign
 

of anything, a circle circling a target,
 
& if you can arrow you are beloved,

there was a well once with fresh water, it was safe
 
for women to drink down to the bottom,

it was safe for women to admit they knew

there was such a thing as thirst, a first sunset

spinning across the close of the first day

she woke able to stretch her body across the whole
 

of the bed where once a man taught her that

breaking is its own art. but remaking is too.

amid the soft ochres a woman remembers,
 
she was daughtered to this, one palm lined
 

with the lie that she’d be the same before &

after, one with the lie that her soul was her own

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